“Believe you can, and you are halfway there!”
You’re like Tinkerbell. Not in the glittery, sparkly fairy dust kind of way! Well, maybe. I don’t know your personal life. 😉
Anyway! The point is, you have to believe in order for something to happen. If you don’t even believe in what you’re trying to do, then why bother? It clearly doesn’t matter much to you.
Believe in yourself and your goals, and make it happen!